DOnt like me then go away. turn back and never look back.
PRESS ENTRIES. :D
Friday, January 14, 2011, 3:36 AM
NAFA!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGG i went to NAFA today! as you guy s dont know what it stands for, It stands for National Academy of Fine Arts. It WASS AWESOMEEEEEEEEE. LOL And i got this awesome goodie bag! its was cool!
So I got this awesome goodiebag!
Soo we were like in the bus on our way back to school and the Aisha looked out the window and saw foreigners like you know like Charlie like that. Soo she was like
Aisha: OMG Nadia.
Me: What?
(Aisha Looks out the window)
Me: OKAYYY I know hes hot. -__-
Aisha: YAHHHH
See how enthusiastic people get when we see HAWT foreigners. LOL she even said one of the foreigners who is like wayyy older than us is hot. LAWL.
Soo lets get back to the NAFA okay?
Soo it was a nice place. I wanna go there but i kinda hate art and its like in the town area. Plus im too lazy just to wake up early and go there on my own.
Soo its like another 4 days to Charlie's and Zack's birthday. and yes they're twins. Maybe i should put the count down thingy. should I? NAHHH. im too lazy. :D
Oh and Tmr is Savannah's birthday a.k.a Savi. I think I kinda annoyed her by saying happy birthday aloot.
School totally sucks mann. Lots of algebra homework and art 4 pages of development. and Chemistry annddd Malay compo actaully more of formal letter writing andd malay project. My Weekend is totally ruined. :/
SOO okayy! im Done for today gotta get back to doing something. :/ SOO BYEEEE!
Thursday, January 13, 2011, 5:55 AM
Just Great.
Family just screams around the house like nobody's business. Soo yeah it pretty much sucked.
Ohh yeah im promoted to sec 4. and my class is yes its still Thinking. soo im bored i feel like updating this blog so i did. I got a new The hoolow book and the second book is called The haunted. Sharifah looveee reading the book. Sooo do I.
And about me and him? We're still going strong i guess. Other than Aisha pretty much embarrassed me infront of him by telling him that i talk about him like 24 hours and even sleep with him in my head all the time. LAWL.
I'm going to miss band. And soo I have loads of homework to do like ART n-level i cant believe im taking n-level this year and my prep work have to be done by next week. YAY. -__- and it has to be like a professional. LOL. i know i'm good and all but this is pressurising. soo far 5 pages of OBservations and only 1 page of Development. So 4 more pages to go. With maths, Malay, Science and Humanities to concentrate on and Not forgetting SYF (SIngapore Youth Festival)
SOOO I'm GOING TO NAFA TMR!! eep! (National Academy of Fine ARTS)
Saturday, June 5, 2010, 9:06 AM
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i can't believe that i'm ding the counting down thing again... it suck man when i never talk to him. i really miss him. and i just can't shout and say "GO ONLINE NOWW!!!" it would sound creepy. i don't think i'm doing a good job on being a girlfriend. i'm fact i think i suck at being a girlfriend. i'm always depress and i don't tell that to Charlie cos i don't want him to be worrying but i wan to know if he really loved me. i don't know if i could trust him.
Monday, May 10, 2010, 5:54 AM
WAHH DA PISHHH??!!
what the hell just happened?? My parents was like don't go to china!then nw you can go... at first its because i have to pay $530 in cash then my nenek gave me another $300 for the trip.... and now lets Countdown of how many days he haven't talk to Me!!!! YAY! not... my life pretty much sucks... why do i think that he hates me for some reason he can just say hi you know... i know on Saturday and Sunday he cannot talk to me because of Savi and Leets have to talk to their boyfriends... at least i understand.... but noww?? its like not talking to him for days! haha it's been days... what to dooo he doesn't care right???? NICEEE i got a headache.... i can totally relate to the song heart break... and you guys should really listen to the song HOW TO SAVE A LIFE
YEAH!!! oh love qoutes anyone???
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... UNKNOWN
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else. ANONYMOUS
We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find. UNKNOWN
The best thing about me is you.SHANNON CROWN
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love. ANONYMOUS
Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.COURTNEYJO WRIGHT
True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life.JEFFREY
Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.ANONYMOUS
Now all i feel is pain.... i just hope i don't have colon cancer... is freaking pain!!! ahhh! now no mood.... and i can't wait until the ChangChun-Beijing trip!!! * days mann!!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010, 5:37 AM
I feel like crapp
okayy i really feel like crap right now... I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRAP!!! i doubted charlie... AND I FEEL LIKE CRAPP!!! godd... i shouldn't have listen to Danny... (DANNY SMITH). Charlie loves me and he would never do anything to hurt me! Godd... i want to do suicide... SHITT I FEEL LIKE CRAP! now i need to talk to him more than ever! Hes ignoring Danny and Zack caused he s mad at them. hes not talking to them at all. I FEEL TERRIBLE AT THIS. I wish i was there to be by him. NOW!I'm really tired and my legs are killing me.. one whole day do foot drills and became timer and my throat hurts.
i'm actually escaping from doing my homework... ARGH maths!!! lol... MANN!!! speaking of man... sheesh.... Charlie is like barely like i don't even thinks he misses me anymore... i think he's cheating on me... :( sad face.... he says he rather die than to cheat on me. WTH?! is that even true?? godd i miss him... i really do... i miss the times i talked to him and theres no other person in the world except that Danny keeps on disturbing. What should i do i'm like really tired to think about him. He keeps on looking at girls. Shit! did i made a mistake? he says i'm the only one for him. all the sweet things just make fall for him even more...Being mad at him doesn't even help me.. it just makes my headache worst just by thinking of him or worse being mad at him! AGH!!! damn mann! I LOVE HIM... he makes me feel special, happy and loved.... I really do LOVE HIM.. I WANT CHARLIE.I NEED CHARLIE.I MISS CHARLIE.I LOVE CHARLIE. He costamised he's guitar with my name and forever and always on it. i know its sweet... GOD I FEEL LIKE CRAP... i never realized that being 15 can be soo hard.... CHARLIE!!!!!!!! I need him soo bad!! i feel like crying inside! and my head hurts. i need to continue doing my homework. if the next post would most likely be a happy one saying that he talked to me and all the sweet things. But for now it's all EMO NADIA TIME.... I FEEL LIKE CRAPP!!! I need Charlie to cheer me up IF HE'S NOT TOO BUSY LOOKING AT GIRLS!!!
♥ Nadia Afiqah Binte Zainal
♥ 3 March is My birthday!
♥ Currently still studying in Secondary SChool
♥ in a school band. I play the Euphonium or a baritone.
