Monday, April 12, 2010, 1:51 AM
Pain...
Now all i feel is pain.... i just hope i don't have colon cancer... is freaking pain!!! ahhh! now no mood.... and i can't wait until the ChangChun-Beijing trip!!! * days mann!!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010, 5:37 AM
I feel like crapp
okayy i really feel like crap right now... I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRAP!!! i doubted charlie... AND I FEEL LIKE CRAPP!!! godd... i shouldn't have listen to Danny... (DANNY SMITH). Charlie loves me and he would never do anything to hurt me! Godd... i want to do suicide... SHITT I FEEL LIKE CRAP! now i need to talk to him more than ever! Hes ignoring Danny and Zack caused he s mad at them. hes not talking to them at all. I FEEL TERRIBLE AT THIS. I wish i was there to be by him. NOW!I'm really tired and my legs are killing me.. one whole day do foot drills and became timer and my throat hurts.Labels: i feel like crap and i want to be there by hime right now.
Monday, April 5, 2010, 6:21 AM
mann all this feelings...
i'm actually escaping from doing my homework... ARGH maths!!! lol... MANN!!! speaking of man... sheesh.... Charlie is like barely like i don't even thinks he misses me anymore... i think he's cheating on me... :( sad face.... he says he rather die than to cheat on me. WTH?! is that even true?? godd i miss him... i really do... i miss the times i talked to him and theres no other person in the world except that Danny keeps on disturbing. What should i do i'm like really tired to think about him. He keeps on looking at girls. Shit! did i made a mistake? he says i'm the only one for him. all the sweet things just make fall for him even more...Being mad at him doesn't even help me.. it just makes my headache worst just by thinking of him or worse being mad at him! AGH!!! damn mann! I LOVE HIM... he makes me feel special, happy and loved.... I really do LOVE HIM.. I WANT CHARLIE.I NEED CHARLIE.I MISS CHARLIE.I LOVE CHARLIE. He costamised he's guitar with my name and forever and always on it. i know its sweet... GOD I FEEL LIKE CRAP... i never realized that being 15 can be soo hard.... CHARLIE!!!!!!!! I need him soo bad!! i feel like crying inside! and my head hurts. i need to continue doing my homework. if the next post would most likely be a happy one saying that he talked to me and all the sweet things. But for now it's all EMO NADIA TIME.... I FEEL LIKE CRAPP!!! I need Charlie to cheer me up IF HE'S NOT TOO BUSY LOOKING AT GIRLS!!!Labels: I NEED CHARLIE NOW