Monday, April 5, 2010, 6:21 AM
mann all this feelings...
i'm actually escaping from doing my homework... ARGH maths!!! lol... MANN!!! speaking of man... sheesh.... Charlie is like barely like i don't even thinks he misses me anymore... i think he's cheating on me... :( sad face.... he says he rather die than to cheat on me. WTH?! is that even true?? godd i miss him... i really do... i miss the times i talked to him and theres no other person in the world except that Danny keeps on disturbing. What should i do i'm like really tired to think about him. He keeps on looking at girls. Shit! did i made a mistake? he says i'm the only one for him. all the sweet things just make fall for him even more...Being mad at him doesn't even help me.. it just makes my headache worst just by thinking of him or worse being mad at him! AGH!!! damn mann! I LOVE HIM... he makes me feel special, happy and loved.... I really do LOVE HIM.. I WANT CHARLIE.I NEED CHARLIE.I MISS CHARLIE.I LOVE CHARLIE. He costamised he's guitar with my name and forever and always on it. i know its sweet... GOD I FEEL LIKE CRAP... i never realized that being 15 can be soo hard.... CHARLIE!!!!!!!! I need him soo bad!! i feel like crying inside! and my head hurts. i need to continue doing my homework. if the next post would most likely be a happy one saying that he talked to me and all the sweet things. But for now it's all EMO NADIA TIME.... I FEEL LIKE CRAPP!!! I need Charlie to cheer me up IF HE'S NOT TOO BUSY LOOKING AT GIRLS!!!Labels: I NEED CHARLIE NOW
